This week was my final week at Zeplin where I’ve spent the last three months. My farewell experience was a far cry from that final day at Snapdocs and a sign not only that I’ve grown tremendously in a short time, but also that I’ve come closer to who I am and am engaging with those around me in a more natural way.
When I shared the news about my departure with the Zeplin crew over lunch on Wednesday, I could barely get the words out. I felt a deep sensing of mourning, the loss of something that would not be realized together. I didn’t recognize myself in that moment, I was so overcome with sadness and appreciation.
Today, we enjoyed one final trip to Garaje, our Friday staple, and I savored one last shrimp zapato (grilled burrito. no rice. add friends). We then wandered over to the Ferry Building for celebratory Gott’s ice cream before a final round of hugs. My colleague gave me one of the most touching cards I’ve ever received. She compared me to Hamilton who everyone asks of – “why do you right like you’re running out of time?” which warmed my heart. I had sung “I am not throwing away my shot!” all the way to the office this morning!
The team escorted me to the door, and I felt like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz, following the yellow brick road supported by her friends. I left Zeplin how I wish I had left Snapdocs – with my integrity, with a focus on my future vision, and with a team cheering me on.
Thank you, Zeplin!